Perfect functioning is expected from Susanne Kueppers, but the more she seeks, the more often she reaps scorn and violence. The father leaves the family, the mother is a servile Jehovah's Witness, schoolmates tease and harass the girl. For each alleged disobedience will is punished cruelly. Finally, she even experiences sexual abuse. As an adult, she tries to build a life on her own in harmony and tolerance. Again she functions perfectly, bringing together working life, children, marriage and friendships – until she suddenly collapses. A lengthy, emotionally painful therapy brings old wounds to light and gets cautious recovery going. However, the relapse into old patterns can therefore not always be prevented. Now Susanne Kueppers has written down the harrowing story of her ups and downs, her borderline disorder. Despite all suffered injuries, she turns to her fellow sufferers with confidence: Courage! It is worth the fight!