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      • Relationships

        Crazy Town: Money. Marriage. Meth.

        A Riveting Personal Account and a Thorough Global History of Methamphetamine Abuse and Addiction

        by Sterling R. Braswell

        Sterling Braswell was a millionaire—palatial ranch, stock options, and money in the bank. Then he met his high school sweetheart after not seeing her for over ten years. With their love rekindled, they were married. Life was beautiful. They had no real worries, a lovely son, and a bright future. Then she started using meth. The craziness of the next few years would leave Sterling almost completely broke—financially, emotionally, and spiritually—and nearly murdered. Welcome to crazy town . . .

      • Psychology
        April 2020

        Prozac

        The Pill of Happiness

        by Andrea Pamparana

        This book faces an issue concerning millions of individuals, recounting cases of depression affecting both common people – who got in touch with the author during his journalist experience – and well-known personalities. Here we find Nietzsche, according the reports by the psychiatrist Irvin Yalom; Hemingway, who committed suicide even though he had success, talent, women and a Nobel Prize; Robin Williams, a versatile actor, a celebrity, and died by his own hand too. Prozac, a blessing and a curse for the modern man: on one side for those who don’t want to suffer and don’t consider acceptable a suffering caused by an illness which can’t be touched, palpated, surgically removed; on the other side for artists, who once used opium to find inspiration, and nowadays, instead, use drugs. This book isn’t and doesn’t want to be a j’accuse against antidepressant drugs: the aim is to shed light on an obscure and dangerous disease, and to show a photograph of real world.

      • Drug & substance abuse: social aspects

        Junk Medicine

        Doctors, Lies and the Addiction Bureaucracy

        by Theodore Dalrymple

        Almost everything you know about heroin addiction is wrong.Not only is it wrong, but it is obviously wrong. Heroin is not highly addictive; withdrawal from it is not medically serious; addicts do not become criminals to feed their habit; addicts do not need any medical assistance to stop taking heroin; and contrary to received wisdom, heroin addiction most certainly IS a moral or spiritual problem.Based on his experience as a prison doctor and as a psychiatrist in a large general hospital in Birmingham, Dr. Dalrymple argues that addiction to heroin is not an illness at all, and that doctors only make it worse. They deceive both the addicts and themselves by pretending that they have something to offer.In this brilliant, entertaining and provocative book, Theodore Dalrymple explains how and why a literary tradition dating back to De Quincey and Coleridge, and continuing up to the deeply sociopathic William Burroughs and beyond, has misled all Western societies for generations about the nature of heroin addiction. These writers' self-dramatizing and dishonest accounts of their own addiction have been accepted uncritically, and have been more influential by far in forming public attitudes than the whole of pharmacological science. As a result, a self-serving, self-perpetuating and completely useless medical bureaucracy has been set up to deal with the problem.With scathing wit, implacable logic and savage denunciation, Dr. Dalrymple exposes the mythology surrounding heroin addiction. Moving seamlessly between literature, pharmacology, history and philosophy, he demonstrates what happens when the nature of a social problem is so thoroughly misunderstood, and when human beings are regarded as inanimate objects rather than as agents of their own destiny. His scintillating, iconoclastic little book has an importance far beyond its immediate subject matter.

      • Biography: general

        Crackhead 5

        A Lament to My Angels

        by Angela Harrison

        Over the past five years, Jamie has been tormented by mental illness. Eventually, after years of battling with the health services, she is admitted to Cassel hospital in London.  Jamie recalls in the book how and why she decided to abscond after three months. After a short spell in prison, Max continues to commit crime and appears mentally unstable.  He forms a relationship with Susie; they have two sons and he settles down.  Unfortunately, Max cannot get work because of criminal convictions, Following Jamie’s peaceful death in 2012, at the age of 39, letters and poems were found among her possessions. These form a large part of this book.  She tells in ‘Jamie’s Story’ how she first got involved in prostitution and the dangerous lifestyle.  She also gives an insight into the demons and voices that dominated and tormented her mind. Angela visits a medium, who accurately recalls Jamie’s dangerous lifestyle, her health and mental issues and talks about the Crackhead books. Max, now 24, has been in a full-time employment for nine months. He appears happy and settled. However, he acts and thinks strangely at times and Angela continues to hold her breath, anticipating what might happen next…!

      • Biography: general

        Crackhead 2

        A New Millennium

        by Angela Harrison

        Jamie’s chaotic and violent life continues when she is kidnapped and held at gunpoint. Unexpectedly, she gets a job in a pub in Stratford then works for an escort agency.  But, before long, she returns to work on the streets of Coventry to fund her habit. Most of Jamie’s drug dealer and Yardie friends have been deported or are in prison. Jamie and her friend are sent to prison for a stabbing, even though Jamie protests her innocence.  She seldom sees Max and constantly lets him down. After a long stay in foster care, Jamie’s two children are eventually adopted by a lovely couple and settle happily into their new home. Meanwhile, Angela and Max maintain contact with the children. Angela purchases a holiday chalet on Dunster Beach in Minehead – a place of tranquillity and calm for her and Max to escape to - away from the Jamie and the stress she causes. In this, The New Millennium, Angela receives a number of awards, including one from Prime Minister, Tony Blair, for ‘Building A Learning Community’ - for her work with families and the ‘Crackhead’ book.

      • Biography: general

        Crackhead

        by Angela Harrison

        Angela chronicles the life of her adopted daughter Jamie, a crack addict and prostitute.  At sixteen, after a hidden pregnancy, Jamie attends art college while caring for her baby.  When she disappears with the baby, Angela discovers Jamie is on crack, working as a prostitute, and being chased by a pimp with a gun. The court places Max in Angela’s safe care. After committing armed robbery, Jamie is sent to a probation hostel where she gives birth to a son. During her stay, she commits over £100,000 of cheque fraud. Upon her release from the hostel, Jamie returns to drugs and prostitution. She abandons her child who is placed in foster care.  Jamie’s flat in Coventry becomes a Crack House. During a stay in prison for shoplifting, she manages to escape.  Following an aborted drug run to Jamaica, Jamie returns to prison, where she gives birth to a daughter. The baby joins her brother in care. While in prison, for cheque fraud, Jamie escapes yet again. Following a spell in drug rehabilitation, her life spirals out of control.     A BBC documentary   ‘Every Parent’s Nightmare’ tells Jamie’s story – that of an ordinary middle-class girl from Stratford-on-Avon.

      • Biography: general

        Crackhead 3

        Suffer Little Children

        by Angela Harrison

        Jamie’s unreliability has a devastating effect on Max, her eleven-year-old son. His depression and anger severely affect his life and school work.  Angela seeks medical help. One of Jami e’s punters, a teacher, is besotted by her.  He funds her drug habit and insists Jamie goes to a rehab in Italy.  She decides not to go at the last minute, believing it to be a religious cult. The mother of a crack addict/prostitute contacts Angela for support after reading Crackhead.  Her daughter Zoe and Jamie have so much in common.  Zoe decides to go to the rehab in Italy.  However, within twenty-four hours upon her arrival, she escapes and returns to Britain claiming it is a scam. Jamie steals a huge quantity of drugs from a dealer, goes into hiding, and uses the drugs herself.  As time passes she is diagnosed with Hepatitis C and a tumour. During a stay in Stratford, Jamie works in a café and call-centre. Her mental health rapidly deteriorates; no help is available due to health cuts. She moves in with Denis, a long-standing punter friend, who lives in Leamington. He cares for Jamie as her health continues to fail.

      • Fiction

        Red Flag Warning

        A Serial Arson Mystery

        by Kurt Kamm

        Los Angeles County is burning. A serial arsonist is setting the parched hills on fire. Plunge into infernos and face the smoke, heat and danger with the men on the fire lines. While NiteHeat prowls in the darkness, setting fires and taunting investigators, the Los Angeles County Fire Department’s Arson Unit struggles to find the fire-setter and stop the devastation. Who is NiteHeat? Is it Ruffy, the 911 dispatcher who has failed firefighter training? Is it Mikey, a dropout who appears at every fire and steals firefighting equipment? Is it Father Dom who claims the fires are started by Satan? Discover the incendiary device triggered by a cooking timer from Williams Sonoma. Did you ever wonder how wildland arson investigators find the point of origin and evidence in a fire which consumes thousands of acres? Did you ever wonder what goes through the mind of an arsonist? Read RED FLAG WARNING.

      • Fiction
        November 2011

        Code Blood

        by Kurt Kamm

        Colt Lewis, a rookie fire paramedic, is obsessed with finding the severed foot of his first victim after she dies in his arms. His search takes him into the connected lives of a graduate research student, with the rarest blood in the world and the vampire fetishist who is stalking her. Within the corridors of high-stakes medical research laboratories, the shadow world of body parts dealers, and the underground Goth clubs of Los Angeles, Lewis uncovers a tangled maze of needles, drugs and maniacal ritual, all of which lead to death. But whose death? An unusual and fast-paced LA Noir thriller.

      • History: specific events & topics
        August 2014

        Friend Grief and AIDS: Thirty Years of Burying Our Friends

        by Victoria Noe

      • Family & health
        July 2012

        My Boy - A memoir

        by Anthony James

        This little book tells of the sad but inspiring story and his addicted son coming together in the valley of the shadow of death.  There is poignancy, sadness but also love and redemption.  It is inspiring and will give hope and help to thousands who struggle with drug addiction in thier families.The book will give comfort to those who are experiencing loosing their loved ones.  You are not alone, the wonderful Hospice movement and the palliative care forces are there to hold you up and give you hope.

      • Fiction
        May 2013

        Hazardous Material

        by Kurt Kamm

        A firefighter battles a his own painkiller addiction and the infamous Vagos outlaw motorcycle gang. When he joins the Sheriff s Department in a drone search for a meth lab in the Mojave Desert north of Los Angeles, an enigmatic aerospace scientist joins the intrigue. Firefighting, hazardous materials, illicit drugs and aerospace technology are brought together in the fourth in a series of firefighter mysteries by award winning author Kurt Kamm

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