It’s beyond me is the personal story of each and every one of us who has experienced a severe personal crisis in the middle of his life, and whose life immediately changes thereafter.

The protagonist of this tale, a successful man in his mid-forties, experiences a breakdown when both of his parents die, his wife asks for a divorce and he is forced to leave his home.

Furthermore, a significant portion of his savings, which he invested in the Madoff funds on the assumption that they were rock solid, evaporates into thin air.

Our hero seeks to rebuild his life, by sincerely and honestly addressing the questions of his existence. During his journey, he meets a wise old man, who approaches him as an emissary of the supernal spiritual levels of existence. For the first time in his life, our hero is exposed to an ancient truth that comes from the world of the Jewish Kabballah and esoteric knowledge millennia in the past- the book of Zohar. There, he receives clear answers. What is our essence as human beings? What can we do here in the course of our short lives? How can we best perform our roles? The book discusses the fundamental spiritual matter that the creator made out of the void and which forms, in truth, all of the creation in which we live.